Being a Clock Watcher

5:02...28 more minutes. This week has draaaaaaged by and I couldn't be happier for it to be over! I figured I would kill some time by posting a blog with some random thoughts.

- I started reading Twilight this week and I am so anxious to continue reading everytime I have to put it down, so I am looking forward to that this weekend :) I have seen the movie and am so obsessed and knowing that the books only give me more information, I couldn't resist. I think I'm also obessed because Edward Cullen's character is very similar to Isaac - minus the Vampire part :D

- Some big changes could take place for my career soon. Part of me really doesn't want to get my hopes up, but at the same time, I'm so ready for the change! I just need to keep telling myself to just be patient and let things fall where they may. I really hope they do because I am growing very tired of dealing with the crap that I deal with currently. Blah.

- For Lent, I decided to give up "negativitity". Some of you might be laughing....but that doesn't mean I can't be sarcastic and it doesn't mean I have to be fake to people, just nicer :)

- I got my new Palm Pixi this week and I loooove it!!! I really didn't think I would, so I am very relieved that it is so user friendly!

- Aiden has another molar growing in! I can't believe how many teeth are just popping in!!! He went from being my sweet wittle bundle of baby sounds who couldn't escape my arms, to this hyper, vampirish ball of energy with his own mind!!! He is just growing up too fast! A lot of people I went to high school with are now either pregnant or having babies and I can't help but get baby fever...BUT then I am literally smacked with reality, my own little bundle of joy is enough for me right now and I am perfectly content to keep it that way for a while ;)

That brings me to my next thought...unlike most people, in 9 months we will not be welcoming a child, we will be getting MARRIED!!! At the same time my emotions are met with elation, they are then drowned in anxiety - I JUST booked the location and I still do not have a dress. It didn't help that when I called a dress store to make an appointment and she asked for my date, she responded "Oh boy, we do need to get you a dress then!" Yes, thank you I was not aware that I should have a dress by now *sarcasm*. I am just a HUUUUGE procrastinator AND I was waiting to book my venue before doing anything else!

(I am also good at justifying everything)

It took me so long to book my venue, because I thought another venue was going to hook it up and after waiting for an unprofessionally long response from the venue, I missed the chance to book other venues. Luckily, on the day that I desperately reached out to a caterer for alternate dates, she told me that one of my top choices had just opened up that morning for my date! So now that I have my venue, I can continue, or start I should say, the wedding planning...

...I am now breathing into a paper bag...