Aiden had to be picked up from daycare yesterday because he was having bad diarreah, but no fever. Since he can't go back until it has been 24 hours since his last BM, I am just sitting at home with him. Although I hate missing work, it is nice to just relax this morning and hang out with my little man, especially since I won't see him much this weekend. He's so cute...just sitting on the floor watching TV letting mommy drink her coffee :)

So while I'm sitting here, of course I am playing on facebook. I mean it is too early to even open my work email and I'm not awake enough to do anything around the house. So back to facebook...the good old world of facebook. It's the one way you can check up on people that you really aren't friends with but once were. I'll come right out and say it, I had a friend in my life that was my best friend and is no longer in my life and I hate it. I hate what happened to us and I hate that even after I tried to reconcile, she had already shut that door and moved on. The only thing I can see on facebook (since we aren't friends on facebook) are her pictures...and from her profile picture, it almost looks like she has an engagement ring. If she does, I couldn't be happier for her! At the same time, saddened even more because I can't tell her that. What happened with us hurt, she hurt me...and the way I acted at the time because of what I was going through hurt her as well. But for 3 years she was my best friend and the person who knew everything about me. It sucks that the things we used to talk about happened are now happening and we can't talk to each other about it. It was like going through a bad break up, except we were best friends and then just stopped. It's been almost 2 years since we last talked... Even though I still can't understand what happened and it angers me, I would much rather move on and have my best friend back.